Its Ramadan, the month where moslems fast everyday for 30 days straight. They wake up at midnight to eat, and fast for more than 12 hours until they can break their fast at the evening. I’ve been looking forward to this month, because this is the time where I can fast without having people bitching about me not eating. It’s the 7th day of fasting, and fuck it, I haven’t even skip any break-fasting. But at least I always purge when I binge.
I broke my fast today at 12 with a sour strap and some skittles without anyone knowing it. Ugh. I’ve been enjoying Sour Straps so much, its one of my favorite candies after poprocks and gummybears. Too bad they don’t sell them in this country. Well they have those local brand poprocks, I’ll consider to buy those in order to satisfy my cravings. Besides they are only 35 calories per package. Not bad.
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| Sour Straps Poprocks |
PFor fucks sake I reallllllyyy need to lose weight fast. I have a movie to do after Ramadan. I cant have this fat suit on me!
Okay. New diet plan.
Skip midnight supper.
Have max 300 calories at break-fasting. I cant skip this cause my Mom and others will notice it, I’ll definitely try to stay under 300/day.
Do at LEAST 150 crunches every night. And most of all..
AVOID BINGING!
I just noticed a bulimia mark on the back of my right hand. Which I used to push down my throat to gag myself. It’s right on the back of my hand, down the index finger, theres a red mark caused by my upper teeth that scratched it everytime I gag myself. Fuck it.
Oh, found this sweetener, it made my day :)
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| No Calorie Sweetener |
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