2 days away from me and bf's first year anniversary! We both are planning to bake a rainbow cake together at my house, ahh this should be fun! Cant wait!
Rainbow Cake
And then 2 days from that is his birthday, gosh i'm so excited, but also super worried because i haven't build his sunjar /: I hope i'll get it ready on time. Another problem is that he's coming over at 2nd September, and again at 3rd to celebrate his birthday at midnight. So, when can i bake HIS birthday cake? I want the cake to be a surprise. I've told him to come over at afternoon so that i have enough time to bake his cake. But another problem is how the hell am i going to hide the cake from my brothers! If max sees this 'catchy' birthday cake, he wont be able to keep his friggin gob shutted. So i guess i will have to make it at midnight or early eaarrllyyy in the morning, and hide the cake inside my closet. Geez.
I got the idea for his birthday cake last noght, the cake would be green-black layered cake, covered with fondant, shaped like an omnitrix. Why? 1. He always wanted a fondant cake. 2nd. He LOVES Ben10.
I know i know.. He's like 21 years old and he likes Ben10 lol
Ben10 Omnitrix
Well actually i wanted to give him a wallet made from a computer keyboard. He just got into college, majoring IT, so it would be a perfect unique gift for him. Since his wallet is so.. Damaged. Rippen apart. I have no idea why he still use it. But unfortunately i dont have enough money to buy a keyboard right now. Pity me. I'll get my fee around next month. I'll definitely make one for him, maybe for a christmas gift if i can stand not being annoyed by his ugly wallet lol. Trust me, the wallet IS that ugly. I'll post the picture sometime else.
Wallet made from a cumputer keyboard
Woo, gotta go shopping with Momster, byebye!
xoxo, Michelle
Its officially 9:14 am here in Jakarta, and i'm educating myself using the internet. I'm learning about Dim Mak or The Touch Of Death and trying to memorize all the level 1 pressure points. I'm too lazy to explain about what Dim Mak is so i've provide you with that link. Since i have no one to practice with, so i try every pressure on my own body. At some points it hurts like hell, at level 2 pressure points it only gives you reflex and others. So yeah right now my body is in pretty much pain LOL. But its worth it. ;ater when my boyfriend comes i'll do some pressure points on him >:D Muahahaha. Maybe one day i'll master all the pressure points so i can knock out all those ugly little bitchy girls with just one touch. Awesome much. You know i've been having this BIG urge to watch Star Wars, shame on me i've never watched it before. I'm going to save up some money and buy all of the episodes on DVD and have a marathon.. accompanied by diet coke and poprocks and candies and e-cigs.. Ok that definitely sound perfect to me.
E-cigarette.. My new best friend.Yes i've been smoking this. Its a so-called-healthy-cigarettes-which-clearly-is-a-bullshit i bought for Mom as her birthday present, but she never really used it (which kinda brakes my heart cuz i've been saving up money to buy this little fucking cigarette) so i took over this without my Mom realizing it. Oh well, i enjoy it. They come up with variety of cartridge flavors like chocolate, mint, bubblegum, grape, apple, peppermint, vanilla, and a bunch more. It kills the boredom i use to eat with.
E-Cigarettes
It's fun actually, tastes nice hehee. I'm planning on buying more cartridge refill flavors, like chocolate and peppermint because i heard mint kills your cravings :D Mom is making a traditional food called "Pisang Ijo", it looked terrible, i'll post the pic later. It looks like a big green granade-sized shits LOL but well i aint digging in :)
Its supper time, i'm trying my best to fast starting now. It is 4:21 am here. aiming at least 24 hours. Mom is being so annoying, ugh i hate her for forcing me to do stuffs i dont want to. Like, okay, i done acting and all the shits you wanted me to do, and i just DONT WANT TO SING! And she still forces me to. Like wtf i hate it! So much, i wanna cry. She doesnt have a clue what she've done to me, where do you think i got caught in this eating disorder if it's wasn't because of the entertainment thingy i've been shitting allover on. Urgh.
Oh well.. I hope everything gets better soon. I WILL REFUSE to do all the singing blah blah blah thingy, ofcourse.
By the way here's a pic of the Nastar Cookie i made.
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The polish is $8 a piece and comes in variety of cool colors. I WANT ONE!
Miko's birthday is coming, and i think i'm going to give him this..
Sunjar
A sunjar. Don't know what a sunjar is? it is a solar light, in a jar. It gets energy from the sun during day, and lights up at night. You get it don't you? No? Okay it goes like this,
Now you get it right. It is cool, i know. I've been planning to make one of these for him since a long time ago. Well, my boyfriend.. He's kind of the geeky type, and i know he'll love eco-friendly cool stuffs. Considering he's going to get his own room, i bet he'll love this. Especially this thing is going to be HOMEMADE (read: Me. Make it. Myself.) This will be fun :) By the way, my fast is going well. Even though this night i woke up and ate 3 pieces of dates and some grass jelly (1 calorie), i've burned a lot doing crunches and jumping jacks. And today Mom is going to make some Nastars, a bit worried i may give in, but im feeling really strong today. I hope everything goes well :)
Its Ramadan, the month where moslems fast everyday for 30 days straight. They wake up at midnight to eat, and fast for more than 12 hours until they can break their fast at the evening. I’ve been looking forward to this month, because this is the time where I can fast without having people bitching about me not eating. It’s the 7th day of fasting, and fuck it, I haven’t even skip any break-fasting. But at least I always purge when I binge.
I broke my fast today at 12 with a sour strap and some skittles without anyone knowing it. Ugh. I’ve been enjoying Sour Straps so much, its one of my favorite candies after poprocks and gummybears. Too bad they don’t sell them in this country. Well they have those local brand poprocks, I’ll consider to buy those in order to satisfy my cravings. Besides they are only 35 calories per package. Not bad.
For fucks sake I reallllllyyy need to lose weight fast. I have a movie to do after Ramadan. I cant have this fat suit on me!
Okay. New diet plan.
Skip midnight supper.
Have max 300 calories at break-fasting. I cant skip this cause my Mom and others will notice it, I’ll definitely try to stay under 300/day.
Do at LEAST 150 crunches every night. And most of all..
AVOID BINGING!
I just noticed a bulimia mark on the back of my right hand. Which I used to push down my throat to gag myself. It’s right on the back of my hand, down the index finger, theres a red mark caused by my upper teeth that scratched it everytime I gag myself. Fuck it.
I'm Michelle Coates. Turning 16 this november. A candy-coffee addict with EDNOS. Obsessed with calories. Enjoy cooking. Have a wonderful boyfriend. Hum..
I dont know what else to write on my first post. Basically this blog will be my diary. Soooo catcha soon, blogity-blog :)
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